Ryan Murphy: "I'm Only Interested In Doing Stuff That Scares Me" | 'Feud' | 'American Horror Story' | Drama Showrunner Roundtable

"What I've learned to do is to have a group of three or four really strong collaborators who can help me, who also have the same dream," 'Feud' creator Ryan Murphy told THR.

"When I started, you couldn't do anything. A gay person trying to write a gay character in 1998 — it was so difficult," Ryan Murphy told The Hollywood Reporter during the Drama Showrunner Roundtable. "There has been a generational shift in people coming up who are more socially [conscious], liberal, more interested in leaning into that. There's an enlightenment going on in every arena of television now."

Despite being a successful and prolific showrunner (Feud, American Horror Story, Glee) Murphy admitted he still gets afraid before tackling a new project. "One thing I always do is just tell actors that I'm as afraid as they are, because I can sense that and I feel it, too. I did that with Susan [Sarandon] when we were shooting Feud."

"She was signed on, but I constantly thought she was going to bail. I finally got her to admit that she was afraid of tackling it, and I said, 'Well, I'm afraid, too.' And from that came a communication of, 'OK, how can we make this better for you and a safer space?' And that's just what I try and do. And I am now at a point where I'm only interested in doing stuff that scares me because that's where the goodness comes from."

More roundtables featuring comedy and drama actresses, actors, showrunners and reality creators will continue through July in print and online. Tune in to new episodes of Close Up With The Hollywood Reporter starting May 25 on Sundance TV, and look for clips at THR.com/topic/roundtables with full episodes on THR.com after broadcast.